Un-inspired

If you don't see a photo; I am sorry about that, settings have changed and I am having problems in understandin how to use the changes.  I am sorry if this took me a couple of months to write on my blog.  Lately, for the past two or three months, I have been so un-inspired and have not had the chance to get any writing down, especially on my blog.  I have been out of ideas and there is a poem/writing that wants to come out, but it has been rather difficult to get out.  Outside of one friend, here in Layton, Utah and my friends in New Mexico and Texas and my family that is related to me by blood and marriage, I had realize that I need to find a way to get back to my home state.  That might be the only way I can get my inspiration back.  But I don't know how soon I can get back to New Mexico?  The only question I have for a few other friends here in the State of Utah, is what I don't understand it that I have been so nice to them, given them gifts and such, invite them over for dinner and except for one, two always turns me down for dinner.  Sometimes, I also feel reject by who I call my friends, say one wrong thing or do something wrong and guess, they reject me, make me feel like I don't belong.  Oh, yeah, that also reminds me, I better be careful what I say on my blog, but than again, this is my blog and I should be allowed to say what I want!! 

Well, I am very un-inspired and I know and hopefully, some of my family and friends will try to give me ideas and help me get my inspiration back.  In the meantime, again sorry the photo may not show, but at least I got this posting out and I will try to post once a week, maybe twice, unsure!!

Love Your friend and family,
Sara M. M.