Any Ideas would be nice

No picture this time. At random, I try to work on my blog according to themes around the holidays. I know that St. Patricks Day is coming up and so is Easter. But, there are times that in between is some gaps. I try to put my own ideas into the blog, and I a looking all over the place, trying to figure out what file folder I put some of my short stories and poems in. As soon as I find my short stories and poems, I will share a fair few with everyone. In the meantime, If anybody has any ideas that they would like to contribute and throw my way, on what I could write about, please give me some ideas. I am trying to be careful as far as what I could use. Religion can be one idea, but I want to be careful, mainly because some of my family and friends have different religions. I don't want any bad language or any off the wall pictures, etc., to post, but if anybody has any picture ideas than let me know. Around Christmas time, I posted Christmas pictures, everyone seemed to have liked that, at least for those who made comments back to the blog. But, as I said before any ideas on what I could use would be nice. So, throw some ideas my way and I will try to use them.

Thanks,
Love,
Sara McMurdie

Just a few more days away

Well, I have been looking at the calendar and this Sunday is Valentine's Day. Just 5 more days away. Husbands and boyfriends, I hope you are planning to get your sweethearts something for Valentine's day. Also, don't forget to include your friends and family. All of us need to feel wanted on Valentine's day. My husband already got me something for Valentine's; although a little early, but he did get me a vase filled with some goodies; such as silk flowers, a stuffed animal, two balloons, a bouquet of rose candy, and a picture frame attached to it. But, I do know that he is planning something else for me on Valentine's day. Anyways, on the bright side I am having a good day, a friend of mine took me out for lunch, in which we made a promise to each other that if we had enough money we would treat each other to a girls day out each month. So, far it has been fairly good to treat each other. I have been very blessed with having my friends around me. All of last week, I was depressed and have been feeling very down, but I talked to one of my friends on Friday, and it was pointed out to me, that I should be grateful of what I have and that I should always count my blessings that I have. I had guessed that sometimes when I do get depressed, I sometimes get in a "rutt" and it is hard to get out of it; until I talk to a friend about it and then things start to look a little bit better.

Anyways, again to husbands and boyfriends, a reminder don't forget to give your sweetheart a Valentine's day gift, and try to include your friends and family.

Have a wonderful day.

Love,

Sara McMurdie

Wishing for someone to answer back

Well, February is the month for love; only because this month is Valentines for the month. So, I thought that I post some Valentine pictures for those who don't have someone to love on valentines day. I have been doing some postings and noone has been making any comments back or answering them back. So, I have been wishing and hoping that someone will comment or answer back on my postings to my blog. I have been feeling very depressed, mainly because I feel like that I don't have a friend who wants to care. Maybe, I am just feeling depressed because I miss my home state, which is New Mexico and I feel like I really want to get back home to New Mexico. July is when mine and my husbands lease is up, and I feel like that I cannot wait until July to get out of here. Sure, I will miss what friends I have made here in Utah, but at least I will get back home to New Mexico and never to leave again, except to visit Frank's parents in the State of Utah. (or family).

Well, I better go. By the way today is Ground Hog day, so Happy Ground Hog.

Love,

Sara McMurdie

No one listens and not a friend to talk to

Hello everyone,

Ever felt like that noone listens to you? I feel like that sometimes. Take for example; I have mention several times to my mother-in-law that this year I would really like to move back home to Albuquerque, New Mexico. Now, I have this feeling that my mother-in-law is trying to prevent me and my husband from moving. I hear the excuses like; there may not be a enough money, you have up rooted here in the State of Utah and now you want to rerooted in the State of New Mexico. I was already uprooted in the State of New Mexico, I was forced to leave in the year of 2004. Another example; is I have told my mother-in-law that we could not take care of Grandma Radford's dog Stubby, mainly because if we do, and we get caught by watching him when they take Grandma Radford on a trip, we will get in trouble and charged $300.00 for a deposit, even for a short time like on the weekend. I don't know why my mother-in-law likes to pawn or push things onto me and my husband. Sometimes I always mention that we cannot always be available for certain things, that also includes babysitting a dog. Anyways, I wish I had a friend to talk to sometimes. The reason why I need a friend to talk to, because sometimes I also feel like that my husband doesn't listen to me too. I would be asking him to help out around the house, or to do dishes for me, and he does not listen to me, or respond, when I ask for help. I try real hard to talk to him about these things that I need help with, but we just get into a fight about it and than I get into my head that I would like to just up and leave him. But, I do stick it out and I stay with it and try and hope he will someday listen to me.

If there is a friend out there that understands where I am coming from please comment back and provide some solutions to my problem and help me to get my mother-in-law and my husband to listen to me.

Love,

Sara McMurdie